Thursday, April 22, 2010

Remember

The best feeling in the world is finally knowing you took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never though was possible is possible.

As great as we could have been, we weren't.
And there is no point of dwelling on what could have been,
because it won't happen anymore.
You didn't waste your time, I did.

My heart isn't yours to claim,
it's mine to give away.

I never want to lose you. You don’t understand how important you are to me. You’re my best friend, my whole life. You, you’re the reason I wake up with a smile on my face, the reason why I started singing in the shower again. And I don’t just throw around words like that. I think I’m in love with you. Completely and irrationally. For me to say something like that is very rare; love doesn’t usually come this easily for me. You must be someone very rare. Don’t go, don’t leave now.

We are all somewhat damaged & in that realization we are all beautiful.

I think I've loved every person I've ever known. I think that there's something in every single individual that can compliment you, or can contrast you in the worse possible way. But after you've met someone. Someone who drives you crazy, who you can argue with, someone who's littlest habits are enough to make you swoon; you'll know it's love. Because they had something that no one else had.

She talks with a broken heart - Her voice lutes brokenly like a heart lost, musically too, like in a lost grove, it's almost too much to bear sometimes like some fantastic futuristic Jerry Southern singer in a nightclub who steps up to the mike in the spotlight in Las Vegas but doesn't even have to sing, just talk, to make men sigh and women wonder I guess...

I gave you my heart way back in August. It is now May. You still have it. You crushed it, ripped it, and stomped on it. But the only way for it to heal is if you give it back to me. Can you do that please? I'd appreciate it.

We're so different. We're hot and cold, fire and water. I'm loud, you're quiet. I talk, you listen. I'm crazy, you're sane, but that's why this works. You fill in my missing pieces and I complete you. I guess that's why, despite the questions and challenges, I still believe in us and I still believe in this. And as long as we have each other, I think we'll be alright.

I'm a wick that can't be tamed, every fiber of me is strange.