Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me, I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go, to just stay wrapped in your arms forever, where nothing else matters but you and me.
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, and push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had to never give up, to believe in my myself,but most of all to fight for myself.
People say that I've changed so much.
Well here's the truth: I grew up.
I stopped letting people push me around.
I learned that you can't always be happy.
I accepted reality.
I need someone to stay with me when times get tough, someone to hug and kiss me when I've had enough. I get tired of hearing the same bullshit every day, someone to tell me, "baby, you're going to make it, okay?"
No one said it would be easy, but no one told me it would be this hard. If you knew you were going to break me, you should have left at the start.
Nothing in the universe can stop you from letting go, moving on, and starting over.
"You have the key to my heart. When I'm away from you that lock is sealed shut but when I'm with you my heart is opened and all of my love pours out for you." - Garrett Hill
"You're like an addictive drug to me. When I'm with you I'm high on it, but when we're apart, I can't stop craving it." - Garrett Hill
I just can't erase you from my past. I just can't delete you from my mind. All I can do is say gooodbye, I can't pretend we were never here. I can't fake like it didn't hurt when you disappeared. I refuse to use a fake old grin, but then again, I'll never win. I can't pretend that I don't care, I can't pretend that you're near. So I guess all I can do is just pretend to say goodbye.
Don't delay your life even though someone has attempted to delay yours.
Your departure gave me a shove and sent me flying into the atmosphere above.
I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets.
You were never a waste of time, just a harsh realization that I can do better.
Sometimes the heart see's what's invisible to the eyes.
If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders.
Just because everything is different dosen't mean anything has changed.
I've seen nights full of pain, days of the same, you keep the sunshine, save me the rain. I search but never find, hurt but never cry, work and forever try,
but I'm cursed, so nevermind.
I thought I knew you, but I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth. You think you know me, but you don't. And that means that you don't know what I can do. yYou see me as someone who's popular and has all the answers. That's not true. I may not always know what I'm doing, but I'll try to make things better. And when I make a mistake, because face it, we all do, I promise I'll ask for your help. I can't do this alone, but if you'll take a chance on me we can do great things together. I promise if you believe in me I'll find the courage to reach for your every dream. John F. Kennedy said "the courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must in spite of personal consequences, in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures." And that is the basis of all morality.
Sometimes, I feel like I don't belong where I am, and that I have the wrong people in my life. I get this feeling, like I'm an outsider even when I'm being included or that I'm always around people who don't know me at all. Then I see you smile at me and I don't mind being invisible to the rest of the world, I realize I'll always feel alone without you around.
Without you, I get this feeling, like I'm drowning. That feeling of frustration, when you know you need something so much and you cant get to it. Knowing you would give anything to have air to breath again and yet somehow your deprived of it. Sometimes I feel like you are my air, the source of my frustration whenever you are gone. The only time I can fully breath, is with you.
I guess if you don't jump, you'll never know if you can fly.
Your faults are perfection, you shine so bright, you see.
If I can't be happy with you, then I'll find a way to be happy without you.
There are two ways to be happy; improve your reality or lower your expectations.
When something seems to go wrong, it is invariably part of a bigger right.
Even you know more was meant to happen with you and me.
He's the king of mixed signals, and I'm the queen of second thoughts.
I found me, and that's all I need right now.
It's not you I hate, it's the things you've done.
Somehow, you find beauty in me. That completely takes my breath away.
I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.
I miss the twinkle in your eye; the fire that burned to keep us alive.
Behind every "I'm okay" is a mind full of confusion trying to find a way out.
Your eyes are blue like the ocean, and baby, I'm lost out at sea.
I hate you. I hate you for what you've done to me.
You're so tough, I want to be your weakness.
Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
Dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far, far far away.
It's impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me.
I'll tear down the stars and give them to you, they're not as pretty as your eyes, but I guess they'll just have to do.
I'm not giving up, I'm simply doing what's best for me and that's not being a part of your life anymore.
I like him. But I loved you. I was so in love with you. I let you go because I had to. Because it hurt too much. I needed to be able to look at you and still see this great guy that was trustworthy and understanding. I needed to be able to look at you and see my best friend, not just another person who let me down. I moved on, yes, but that doesn’t mean that I’ve forgotten. And that doesn’t mean that I won’t be here anymore if you ever want to come back.
Where were you when everything was falling apart? All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang. And all I needed was a call that never came.
Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever.
We're all broken enough to be humble.
I wait for the day when I forget who you are, when the sound of your name is old and worn, the day I won't remember why I needed you so bad.
The thing is, I can't remember the last time I just sat down & knew it was all going to be okay.
You will always be the one I want to be in love with at the end of every day.
I traced our names on a fogged up window and watched them fade to nothing, just like we did.
